We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

3:01 PM

(:

Hello Mabel.

I helped you change Liane's link and decided to be annoying. Haha. Oh and read Char's blog too. Haha. She switched to LJ by the way. I'll change the link for you. (: See you around.

Love, Sam.

P/S You should feel bad. Haha.

Saturday, January 27, 2007

11:27 PM

sam and char.
nisha and sam
haha she was drowning in my jacket
i love my princess(:
she texting and texting.hahah tsktsk

game over.i gave up.

out with liane,nisha,jane and sam today.met liane first then head to town.haha shes such a retard la(: i love bus rides with her.anyway we gotto fareast and met sharon and jane then walked around and went to BK for lunch then headed to taka and walked around then sharon left and my darling charlene came and nisha too(: i miss that idiot.haha saw shermain leong kaya for a while too.oh went to art friend and i know what to get for v day already(: anyway we headed to zara near wheelock.i think jane and sam looked good in that white skinny jeans(:hahah oh everyone saw both their underwears la.haha one said im feeling horny the other said im single.hahahha so cute la.hahah anyway liane left for church oh and i saw my darling chua jia rui.haha oh bumped into ravi and mary and gwen and steffy and ailin too.haha leon a emo kid.hahah im the bitch.hahaha that retarded kid.anyway yes so saw pang too,she can remember me and shes still that blur girl.haha shes so cute la.haha okay soon everyone left and it was down to char,sam and i.we went to cine to eat and oh did i mention i kept falling today?haha so malu la...............i kept falling.i made the blue black on my knee bigger): haha but thank god my princess didnt get hurt.haha it was fuck funny la.haha anyway yes yes so i had fun today with everyone i was with even though it was for that few mins(:

tuition again tml and the folks are coming over to do that stupid peanut puff.haha siannnnnnnn.my thumb the inside has a cut and it hurt la okay but who cares.hurrrrrrrrrrrrr.im like happy but like not happy.okay whatever.haha charlene makes my day but also suck my money away.hahah but i still love my lil brat.oh we took neos and i love it.haha but some looks damn retarded cause sam is in it.duh.haha whats new.okay im done crapping.

OH,to my dear ms hot and sexy not,
im gona kill you.you silly girl.get home soon.

cheers!

Friday, January 26, 2007

10:42 PM

im greeted with the most adorable thing in my life every morning(:

tumble and fall.

So,this week was not too bad i guess?ended quite fast.trainings are the best now i love it.haha and the fact that im not having home room was even better but thats all gona be taken away next week): i hope someone breaks her leg or something.HAHA okay thats damn evil.haha hurr.homework loads are still the same im so damn tired.24/7 is not enough for me the pig here needs a few more hours of beauty sleep.oh and it has been raining and the classroom my class is in is just too windy and comfy esp with my nice smelling jacket,HAHA i broke my record of not sleeping in school this year.haha ive been falling asleep for this whole week.haha tsk tsk i know.haha im a smell freak.thats what i am.okay im crappy.today is crappy day for me.last training was joy.haha

for training today did a whole lot of drills cause it was raining then when it got lighter we did 10 rounds fast on the curves.haha killer i tell you.i nearly died :/ anyway did 3 sets of workout after which.clara darling picked me up and we went to her place to take something but i forgot to take my accounts tys.hurr im never gona get it.haha tuition tml............sicksicksick.i hate tuitions.anyway out with liane,nisha and sam tml like finally.have not seen them since forever.i miss nish to most!haha okay then meeting my bitches ravi and all for dinner(: i miss hanging with clara): clara lets do something soon okay.today was great(:

okay im out.

cheers!

Monday, January 22, 2007

1:05 AM


thats bobby the cat!
he wanted to eat me i swear.
okay he gave up.
thats my second baby,socks(:
and all i said was stay.haha
i said smile and she did.haha so adorable(:

forget it?

okay so i spent my evening at aunts ann's place and i loved the long ride there,did alot of thinking.anyway dinner was great.watched the dance floor and all there.not too bad.headed home around 9ish but mommy got lost and i nearly piss in my shorts cause i needed to pee so badly and we got lost in the middle of some highway.haha it was funny.anyway yeah so its was a super long journey home and the next time mom wants to try a new route im not going for it.haha so it was kinda of a great getaway from all the chem,maths and all.tuition got cancelled so im having it tml after track instead.hmm.

the whole family is going to nz for marilyn's graduation in march and i cant go): so im gona be home alone and mom wants me to get someone to stay with me.hahah shes so retarded la.hahaha hmm.

okay its late and i have a semi long day tml.

cheers!

Sunday, January 21, 2007

12:38 AM

Desperate, I will crawl
Waiting for so long
No love, there is no love
Die for anyone
What have I become.

had tuition in the morning then clean the house then headed out.cab to pop's place and i got lost so the cab went around like a million times.haha anyway finally found her then headed to cine and met claud,juli and wanru.then went to taka to meet joy then went shopping.kinda.haha we went to that huge zara at wheelock and i got a button down at the kids section.super cute.haha okay tuition again tml.hurrrrrrrrrr.then its staying home to finish all my f-ing homework):

hurr im out.


cheers!

Friday, January 19, 2007

10:38 AM


i'll say goodnight & go.

so i went to school today for like an hour or so then i headed home cause my period came so mom came and pick me up cause i was feeling really uncomfortable.hahah but i wana be in school): for some reasons.oh well not like it matters.mom got me macs and sent me home and i didnt go back to bed but instead ive been lying on my moms bed watching tv and rotting my ass off.i hate periods la.they make me feel so horrible like my womb is gona drop out.esp on the second day which is tml which so happen its also honey's birthday party and sam charles church thing.but before that i have tuition and the usual cleaning-house routine.hurr. my wrist is getting worst cause now it hurts even more but i refuse to wear the guard cause its so ugly.hahah hurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

so mom and i talked about what im gona do after Os.im probably not leaving s'pore anymore now that TP has this vet course but i gotto go check it out first.either that or sports and exercise science at RP.bummer bummer bummer.oh well.

mel's coming back from thailand on the 31st.but whatever.i dont even feel her around even when shes in s'pore.im really bored and sleepy and i really hate my period and always will.im missing training for the first time this year too.shoot me la.hurr.but joy,chuyin and rach isnt going anyway so whatever.okay im out.

cheers!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

11:56 PM




dinner was good but i felt left out a couple of times.oh well i dont care.and i swear the picture with my mom is fucking funny.and today my dad pissed the shit outta me.anyway dinner at tahna mehra club was fuck good.haha and i swear baby dylan is so adorable(:okay oh well school tml and i already cant wait for the week to be over.hurr.im out.

cheers!

im not going to bother to text you anymore
cause you make me feel like a fucking fool.
i wont even bother lookin at you anymore.



3:44 PM

i need to solve you.

i wanted to update tonight but im free now so why not.anyway today had tuition at 12 and rot my ass infront of the computer for awhile and spoke to tanya on the phone for awhile too.then started to do my english homework which is so freakin boring and tough.at least to me it is.hurr.anyway dinner later with my sissy.im so lazy to get out of the house la.haha oh well.school tml and i have accounts test.and my mom keeps making me eat papaya and i freakin hate it la.hurrrrrrrrr.

i cant stand my life.its so annoying.haha

cheers!



3:00 PM



12:33 AM










today was fun going out with almost everyone(:
i met ravi,mary,gwen,rene,joyce,leon,clara,hayl,neng(and a few of their friends whom i know)and people i saw for awhile claud,pop,joy,sam and sharon.and my new friend bianca!(:at least thats how i think her name is spelled.

okay enough said.

cheers!

Friday, January 12, 2007

11:27 PM

its only the first week of school but im already losing it.my time table seems too much to handle with training every monday,wednesday and friday.tuitions every tuesday,wednesday,thursday and sunday PLUS,i have PE on tuesdays and thursdays.the only days i dont have to train but now that PE are on those days and the schools going down hard on us during PE with all that running and all.its like boot camp.i would love to love it but im really tired and its killing me with all those horrible muscle aches which hurts so much its difficult to walk or even pee.hurr!im not stress,yet.just really really very tired.

track today,did 10 rounds,8 strides and a whole lot of drills.tough but it wasnt too bad.but my leg hurt like hell but i took it well.i finished all my workouts.im proud of myself.but i know theres gona be worst.haha oh well.anyway went to vivo with chuyin and joy for subway dinner and saw my dear melon(: then chuyin left and joy and i talked and waited for nurul and claud to come.and when they finally came,they went to eat while joy and i did some shopping.bought a jacket and shirt from topshop.after that we sat at coffeebean and chat.waited for ms gerri who took forever.she finally came.sarah and gehui came too.went home at 9.30 with gehui and we talked quite a bit.finally got home at 10-10plus and as usual i got caught in the rain again.and today is one hell of a day.chuyin,joy and rach,we all had major speech problem.haha it was really funny.we laughed so much during training.anyway yes.got home and im here.okay im tired.

cheers!

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

4:56 PM

it was always there just never spoken.

school today was okay.was super tired during F&N though and i kept thinking today.haha anyway went to vivo with bestie and ravi after class to check out bestie's phone then headed straight home after checking.long bus ride home was funny.i think i smiled to myself at some point which was really dumb but anyway i fell asleep soon enough.came home,showered and thought i''ll come online for awhile before i start doing my work.hurr.tuition accounts tml at 8 in the night.im gona be so tired.theres track and extra lessons after school on top of that.haha im sleepin early for sure.

okay im off.

cheers!

i love KT tunstall's voice.theres this gay vibe to it.HAHAHA shoot me.

Her face is a map of the world
Is a map of the world
You can see she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
It makes you calm
She holds you captivated in her palm

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

I feel like walking the world
Like walking the world
You can hear she's a beautiful girl
She's a beautiful girl
She fills up every corner like she's born in black and white
Makes you feel warmer when you're trying to remember
What you heard
She likes to leave you hanging on her word

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

And she's taller than most
And she's looking at me
I can see her eyes looking from a page in a magazine
Oh she makes me feel like I could be a tower
A big strong tower
She got the power to be
The power to give
The power to see

Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
This is what I wanna be
Suddenly I see (Suddenly I see)
Why the hell it means so much to me

Monday, January 08, 2007

7:17 PM

Notice me,again.
maybe.

training today was the best and i love it.i like that new short hair teacher.okay the rest of the day was okay la.my legs are not gona be able to carry me for long tml:/haha

maybe,school isnt such a bad thing this year?oh well.

cheers!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

11:25 PM

school starts again tml.hurrrrrrrrrrrr.dont you just hate school?well i do.mel is coming back this week and im fucking happy.im so so happy(:

anyway thats all.

to ms hot and sexy not,please dont do anything silly again.

cheers!



12:16 AM

yes,dont care.

accounts tuition today.it was okay.anyway it ended at 12 and i rot my ass of on the sofa and watched alot like love again.haha my life is so boring but im telling you this beats school hands down anytime.hurr.

nothing to say.

cheers!

Friday, January 05, 2007

11:00 PM

yes,pretend.

liane made this layout for me and i think its not bad(:she say shes changing it but by the looks of it,i highly doubt so.hahaha oh well i have no time to come online anymore anyway.only fridays and the weekends.hurr.oh well.

school is a bumer.always have been.as usual got caught for my hair by whoelse.anyway i cant be bothered la.stc is so lame and stupid i just cant wait to get out of that place.dragging myself to school everyday can be a killer.anyway most of my teacher have changed and they are all strict.hurr another bummer.good but stric.tsk.well lets hope this will help me more for my Os.so it has been like what?3days in school?i dont exactly keep track but yeah ive not fallen asleep in any of my lessons yet.yes give me a prize please.i deserve it.haha.anyway training starts next week:/ half looking forward to it and half not.im a lard now.no speed,nothing.im gona die and lag behide everyone and suffer my guts out like a loser.hurrrrrrrrrrrrr.but im not gona let it affect me.okay so irene has cancelled on me like 2 times this week so accounts tuition during the weekends.how nice.hurr.

i hate my life.

anyway,mel is coming home for 5 days with yewj!thats one thing im looking forward to!haha im so happy i wana cry.i miss her though she isnt say very close to me anymore.i cant wait for her to come home la.i miss her like crap.btw shes my sister.yep.okay im out.

cheers!

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2:15 PM

hello neighbour.
here it is. i hope you like it. im sorry, im not very good.
im sure someone else can give you a kickass template, it's just not me.
hope you can live with this though. (:

i wanna eat mee kia or maybe ban mian later. im so hungry.
but i have to wait till you meet me. ): oh and i think i have
diarrohea so later if i have tummyache we must rush home ok?
im so tired and sleepy after doing this thingy.
im having dinner with Bee later at Alif's then im swimming w Jo. oh,
i need new music. i wanna buy CDs .. .

OH! i want you to listen to this band. but sam has their CD.
and can i read the book when you're done? im so bored.
i wish i had school. ))):

see you soon,
love you.

Monday, January 01, 2007

11:11 PM

new years was a blast!i spent it with the lopez and a couple of their friends and yes as usual i was the youngest.haha whatever,i had fun with every single one of them(:

so met liane at around 5ish to go to church with her,alyson and joanne.then took cab home with jo and her backpack is super comfy to carry la.haha that poor girl got her hand jammed by a taxi door.anyway yes,then came home had dinner then did one of my accounts homework before heading to jurong mrt to meet aly and liane.we headed to harbour and waited for that doofus nadia to come.haha headed to sentosa and my dear liane gave the uncle extra 2dollars cause she thought one ticket was 4 bucks.haha that silly.anyway yes so took a bus to sentosa and met the others who were already there i would love to mention their names but the dumb me dont know how their names are spelled and i dont exactly wana make it up.hahah weird names but cool also.haha okok so yeah met them and waited for jo and lays to come and when they did we all started drinking and i swear they wanted me drunk so bad la.esp that lays.haha she bet with me that i'll get drunk but i won(: but i had major tummy ache holding all that alcohol.so we headed into the beach area where the party was and we walked around exploring the area.then got pulled in to dance with them a couple of times but of course i stood there like a rock.hahaha anyway we all had fun,i think?haha well i did.haha okay so got home at like 4ish am :/ i showered and went straight to bed.haha and mom woke me up at 10 to clean the house?hurr!bummer.i had like what,5 hours of sleep?haha but i dont feel moody.hahah anyway liane came over for awhile to take her prison break and stayed for a show then headed back to jo's.haha

anyway,my mom is like crazy?shes in one of her emo moods again.its so annoying.hurr.haha oh well.

cheers!


I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away
It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way